In the beginning...
I fell to this earth with wings & a mission.
Hello. My name is SARAH & I am not from around here. I came to earth as part of the original team. Structures (made sense) to help (made sense) the mission (made sense). HEART (made sense) & all of those “human” matters I was VERY excited to experience. Mastery of consciousness, helping the ENTIRE universe by fulfilling the prophecy of people & a world of choice?! Excited is an understatement… I was keen. Quite keen.
I KNEW in the end: we all awaken & the mission becomes complete. But… mix that with seeing a single breath & billions of years as the same “thing”… I was bound for the pickle I found myself in.
I had never humaned before, none of us had! EGO, options?! Sex, patience, touch, TIME?! …what is “time”?! A “job”, traffic jams… PERSONALITIES?!!! I had never felt these things before, I had never experienced them. As consciousnesses we can study them, try to understand them… but FEEL them: that needs a body. My SOUL knew the laws, knew the mission, knew what I had to do as my part of the team… & in many ways (in hindsight) I felt like I WOULD actually remember it all. We know (now) as souls… we forget, but I think I was just excited to try this thing called a Human Body on. So on first arrival… the karmic roller coaster: I immediately got on (& not on the best of terms).
… & around & around we went. Like I’ve said before on YouTube: I’ve been around for a very very very long time. For some old souls: that is not always something to brag about. When you’ve danced this dance before: it means you’ve been on both sides of the light/dark & have much to heal from both. Trust me when I say: it is not always a “blessing” to be able to see so many “past lives”. Seeing yourself do the dark things; it helps heal quickly! THAT I know for sure. Seeing yourself trying to “save” those that need not saving… same thing. True grounding & understanding MUST be at the forefront stepping into a quantum space… but we’ll get to that later.
BACK to the beginning! My heart was clear: a desire to help, to build, to be there for anyone (EVERYONE) that needed guidance. But then (upon Humaning) that translated into the ways that seemed best for ME & what I saw from ABOVE.
Nowadays (it’s all quantum… I hope I’m making sense) one of the first “past lives” I can see: An angel (fallen) from the sky into form. Wings that make me 10 feet tall exactly. (*I’ve never recorded this one. I don’t know if I ever will). I was fascinated by the humans, I loved them (purely & not so purely) I coveted them. I lusted for them. I pitied them. I was in AWE of them. How small yet Godly. How powerful & pure. How modest yet bold in their ways. How feminine… & how masculine. But in body… the lil old Ego was born: I AM IN PHYSICAL FORM WHAT IS THIS MAGIC?! I did not (I have made this joke more times that I have cried into it) I repeat did NOT read the terms & conditions of humaning. I checked that box & said: Fingers & Toes?! Let’s GOOOO!!!
& now here we are. MAY 2024 as I write this & humbled beyond words & explanation as to the clarity I have felt as of late. The most intense healing of THIS human lifetime I received on the New Moon in Taurus 2024 & I am forever changed. A balanced heart, ready & open to share! The EGO: in checkadycheck check check… BECAUSE I HAVE TEAM. Friends & family whom love me & are not afraid to show me my shadow & also hold space for me to be soft. A community & following whom MAKE SURE that I keep that same “inner G” & I intend to (always). A healer whom is as powerful as I could ever say, as humble as I could ever say & as kind as I could ever ask for. A guide, not a guru… & ahead of me on this path.
My YouTube Channel is called my Multidimensional Caffè: where it is just you & I having coffee & tea (& water please)… across all time & space. There we unpack the current here & now. With the lenses of Astrology, Tarot, Channeling & Leadership. Guidance… in my own lil Alien way.
My intention for THIS space is to share. I am a storyteller at heart (your Raconteur for the awakening) with lifetimes of tales to tell. To me, one of the greatest joys in this world… is just that: TO BRING JOY TO THIS WORLD!! To YOU, my dear. Yes… I am talking directly to YOU. We are ALL here & now: but also where & when are you & I? A thinker, right?! I love life so much.
In THIS here & now I am 37 years of age & live in a small East Coast island town named Gloucester, Massachusetts. Summer is birthing herself as she does every year & I have come (home) again to my writing. Slowly yet immediately falling into my full feminine self. Accepting it ALL: across ALL time & space… & ready to share with you ALL. My tales, my views, my lenses… in hopes that I can offer you some awakening within YOUR self & some guidance to bring yourself back home to you.
In THIS beginning: I now have access to my birth memories & being FIRST aware of awareness (how Terrence Howard of me) in THIS human lifetime. MANY of us are all awakening to our “past” lives; some the immediate “past” some (like me) ALL AT ONCE. As a Quantum being: my baseline lens (I wear big ol glasses so I speak in lenses) is three universes at once. I see you & I (here & now) the upper right is my Higher Self & Guidance Team, the lower left is a “past life” tale… needed to view this moment & process efficiently. I can thank my Atlantean Self & all she did for me to have the Oracle eye I now have. It is a GIFT to see, to be. The awakening is so sacred, so precious… so complete! For us ALL.
As I write this, I know I am choosing this to be my last human lifetime. I was told (many moons ago) that it would be. I “know” now that it is (as most things are) a choice. A choice that brings tears to my eyes, every time I feel it. As I listen to classical music & the sound of my fingers dancing across the computer keys. The birds singing tunes outside, & my neighbors children playing. The laundry going downstairs… an hour before I sit for a dear senior this evening in East Gloucester. How precious this world! How lovely! How pure! Leaving it all behind?!! How could you do that, SARAH?! What madness?!
I accept my choice, but know now… if I ever WAS to return (or maybe, this is coming to me now, it has already been…huh) I would be a summer breeze in 1993. When hope was in the air, joy & that color turquoise they just don’t make anymore. When ANYTHING seems possible. That’s me. That is SARAH; a summer breeze in 1993.
I hope to see you here again soon, my darlings & dears! I love to write, to share my heart & tales. This place seems special, safe & ready (just like me).
Until next time.
As always, SARAH